Jamie :)

08:49 pm: well hello life..
It's been a long long time since I've been here. Life is going really well. The wedding was great and we are off to married life. We honeymooned to Grand Cayman and came back and started summer school. The house is still under construction but I wake up amazed every day at how far it has come. The living room is mostly done and the bathroom looks great. Next project is the RED kitchen! I can't wait to have a house warming party and actually have people come over to eat! YAY :)
~4 days left of summer school...then a whole month off
~8 days until we leave for Jamaica

I feel like the summer has been a whirlwind that has almost gone by too quickly to enjoy! I am finally getting to feeling better, there is nothing worse than being sick in the summer!!! I feel a bit lost in the shuffle. I need a good productive day after so many spent on the couch. I want to get out for bike rides and go for walks...maybe in August! I want to read a book and sleep in. I want to have a girls night! Maybe in August all my dreams will come true :)

For now... I've been sitting up for too long so I'm off to bed :)

05:45 pm: Rainy Wednesday
No program today.. so I'm home drinking coffee doing wedding things waiting for John to come over and Wii fit :)
We are getting married in just over 100 days... hold on, it's about to get crazy. I might be naive in thinking that I have a lot done, but I'll keep thinking that. Doing all of this planning has made me realize even more of how simple of a person I am, and that's a good thing. We are trying to close on our house this Friday. We are working now on making sure that we can get city water...this is a big thing!!! We are so excited to get in and start working!! So we got some amazing news from Jamaica. Ritz is most likely coming to the wedding!! I am so excited! We sent an invitation and a letter to Jim and Penie who run the orphanage and they took it to the government to see if his visa could be reissued. So we got an email from Ritz the other day saying he was excited and that he loved the Big News. Then last night we got a voicemail with him saying he loved us so much and that he's so excited to come to our wedding...and then rattled off other things in pahtwah. He is so excited, and so are we!! So, when John goes down for Spring Break he is going to measure him so we can order him a tux for the wedding! :) :) :) This made my week! I miss him so much and I can't wait to hug him :)

So, I'm going to enjoy my quiet time and maybe catch a nap in :)

11:11 pm: What a crazy time
It's been insane the past couple weeks. Work has been up and down, I have to honestly say that I am not a fan of all the discipline that I've been having to hand. Middle schoolers....sigh. But today was great, they were wonderful. I actually had some good conversations, and one of my little snots cried and came up and apologized for yelling at me. :) Tomorrow I am looking forward to doing the workout class at the community center with my girls. I also look forward to getting coffee afterwards. I'm pretty sure that my new habit of coffeeing after working out isn't the smartest, I'm over it! We are also doing some Valentines tomorrow which should be a good time.
So, this week we signed the mortgage papers for our house. P.S. if you didn't get that memo John and I own a house. It's a cute little ranch on 2 acres of property. It's definitely a fixer upper, but that's just what we were looking for! I am still amazed at how blessed we are. We are going to be paying about the same monthly as some people do for their car. Hopefully we'll get the keys soon so we can get to work! Wedding planning is going well, I can't believe how time is flying by. We are doing a lot of it ourselves and it's actually starting to get time to get to work!!!! My brain is mush with wedding, house, work, and whatever life I may have mixed in together.

Enough venting, time to get some work done!!!!

08:59 am: Here comes 2009
I can't believe that at this time tomorrow it will be 2009. So much has happened in this year, I can't believe it's over already. I feel like I have learned so much about my self this year. God has opened doors and shut them just the same. But 2008 was definitely a year for growth. I think I'm finally able to see that good things can come from bad times. Growing up my parents have always told me that God will never give me more than what I can handle. I don't know how many times I questioned this saying this past year. There are so many nights that I have gone to bed crying because I am scared and wanting the hurting to go away. My mom's disease has taken a horrible turn for the worse and I daily battle with being angry with God about it. But I know that's okay. He doesn't want me to just accept things.. he wants me to understand things. I believe that God has pulled my family together in one of the hardest times of our life. Last Sunday Pastor Dave said that "Sometimes it takes more faith to walk through the fire than to just get rid of it." This is my rock right now. I have faith that no matter how bad a muscle spasm may be, or how angry the words may be, or how many tears I cry...that God is there giving me just enough strength to go on. In this past year I have also opened my heart to be completely loved by the man of my dreams. In less than 5 months we will be husband and wife :) I can't wait to take his name and to begin our family. I have learned that love can be a fairy tale, for all fairy tales have their struggles. Love is hard work, but it is so worth it. My favorite times are the ones in which our hands are together and we are laughing at eachother. 2008 has also opened my eyes to the wonderful friends that I have. Even though I'm not as close with as many from the past, it's the ones that are still there that matter. I love those conversations over coffee that make my heart smile. I am so thankful for my sister/friend :) Here are a few more randoms from 2008: -moved up to coach JV Volleyball at Beaverton High School, amazing girls...bad season -landed a full time job that I love with smelly, mouthy middle schoolers :) -made 2 trips to Jamaica...prayed with people, help build a house, hugged my favorite Jamaican boy with the cutest smile (Ritz....don't tell Dwight and Shanda), met the most amazing people at West Haven Children's Home -got the most beautiful ring I've ever seen :) -was baptized again I cannot wait for the greatness that is to come in 2009! :)

10:58 am: Story Time :)
Well, since I haven't had much of a chance to tell this story here goes :)

John and I headed to Jamaica last Wednesday. We were planning to surprise Ritz the little boy that we sponsor down there. I was so excited to give him his birthday presents and spend time with him and our other friends down there. Our friend from South Carolina, Jeremiah and Cyndi came down with us. So we landed and made the curvy trip to the Base Camp. We went and got Ritz and were spending time with him at the Base Camp. After giving him his presents John asked if I wanted to go for a walk. We headed down to the beach at the Base Camp, which is just gorgeous. As we were walking I found a heart shape rock and I dug it out of the sand. We continued walking along hand in hand then all of a sudden Ritz came running up yelling "Big John look what I found in the sand!" Ritz ran up and handed John something sparkly. I started shaking when I saw what was in his hand. He got down on one knee as the waves were crashing in and asked if I would spend the rest of my days with him. I was so in shock that I just shook my head and grabbed him and kissed him. He put the ring on my finger and it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen! He did such an amazing job! The ring is so special to us. He used 2 diamonds from his grandmother's ring, 1 diamond from my grandma's ring, and melted my mom's original wedding band for mine. I can't stop staring at it.. :)

I'm still a bit in shock and can't believe that this is happening!! :) :)


More details about our Jamaica trip later :)

11:04 pm: Too blessed to be stressed :)
I can't remember where this saying comes from.. but it's my mood as of right now :)

-Junior mints and popcorn is one of the best ways to spend a night with your best friend! And Secret Life of Bees was wonderful!

-Took Kameron to the pumpkin patch today, and I have to admit I think I had as much fun as she did :)

-I will be in Jamaica on Thursday :) I cannot wait to hug some of my favorite people!!! :) :) It's like Christmas...I'm going to have a hard time sleeping.

-I start job shadowing for my job tomorrow! yay

-I'm so proud of John, and so happy for the job opportunities that are coming his way, he totally deserves them!

-The game telephone is not suited for preschool and kindergartners. While teaching Sunday School today we tried to play. I started with the word church...and after going through all of their adorable ears and mouths the final product was the word poopy.

-I don't want to compromise anything. I want to be bold about my faith and the love that I have in my heart...that's what I'm working on.

-my sweetest gave me an adorable card :) he wins my heart over every day :)

-I'm going to go cuddle into bed and read some of Nicholas Spark's Lucky One :)

11:17 am: Dreary Fall day
I didn't have to sub today, which is fine by me because I subbed in the worst Kindergarten yesterday. Luckily the usual crier didn't cry!! Success! :) So, I'm taking the day off. I'm drinking pumpkin coffee, putting up fall decorations, and trying to get rid of this cough. I've got a busy week next week and I'm trying to get back to feeling 100%. I'm looking forward to the conference I have next weekend in Lansing. I like learning, and I miss not being in class sometimes. It should be a good time learning about bettering after-school programs! I'm also working on a speech that I'm going to give at practice. My girls lack confidence and self-esteem. I don't want to continue on with this year and not talk to them about it. I want them to play and live with passion. So, I've gotten out my Pat Summitt and John Wooden quotes and I'm giving them all I got today. Hopefully it reaches them. These girls don't have anyone telling them that they are proud of them and how to be an athelete, I'm going to try and conquer the impossible :) I had a good conversation with John the other day. I told him that I wished that he was around to see my mom work her magic. I told him about how she used to make lunches for my teams while playing sports in high school, and how she used to make the boys pizza sized cookies. She always had bread baking or cookies in the cupboard. I miss that and wish that he could have seen that part of my mom. He then informed me that he sees it everyday when he looks at me and how I am always making cookies for our teams, or dinners for others. That was possibly the best compliment I have ever gotten :) Speaking of the love of my life, we have a new way to make decisions. It totally speaks to the teachers inside of us. When we have to make a decision about something we count to three and put a thumbs up or a thumbs down. :) Dorks, I know... :)
Well, I think mom and I are going to watch Made of Honor :)

Hopefully soon we'll be able to play in the leaves!

09:37 am: Friday updates
_I got a job, a real, adult, fulltime job :) I don't start until November but I am really excited!
-I'm going to see Nights in Rodanthe this afternoon and I can't wait.. it was an amazing book!
-We're going to Jamaica next month!! I cannot wait!!! We're sneaking in a quick trip between my volleyball season and my job starting!
-I'm looking forward to a weekend with John :) and whatever fun we can find in Ft. Wayne. We haven't roadtripped and dueted in a long time :)
-I just finished an amazing book.. Mistaken Identity. It's a great book about how the tragedy of the horrible car accident involving students from Taylor University brought so many people to know God. Amazing....


That's all.. i'm off to finish my tea and do my nails :) Happy Weekend!

09:36 am: I like fall... a lot :)
It's Saturday morning, I'm sitting here drinking my pumpkin flavored coffee in my love's big hooded sweatshirt. I don't have anywhere to be until later, I don't have anything really to do. It's amazing. Sometimes it's good to take a breath and just be. I have my phone turned off, I don't really want to talk. I just want to sit and enjoy the nothingness. I had the flu really bad Thursday, I'm glad that's over. The principal extended my long term for 3 more days, which means that my sick day is paid off, I'm grateful. I have a job interview and I'm actually pumped for it. Lately I've been drawn to children that are labeled "at risk". I want to work with them, I want to love them and give them hope for the future. So many of them don't get any of the above at home and it breaks my heart on a daily basis. I love them and I wish I could rescue them all. John and I have talked about being foster parents when we get settled. I really feel my heart being led that way. I'm trying to throw away my set plans for my life.. because I have a strange feeling that there is something better for me! Ritz turned 12 yesterday, it was the highlight of my day to sing to him and to hear him talk. I miss him. When he asked "When are you and John coming down?" I wanted to say... tomorrow. Knowing that John and I hold 2 round trip tickets is very tempting...hmm, save them for our honeymoon or go see Ritz?!?!?! Last night I had a malt with my omelete at Big Boy. I was a happy girl! I wish there were enough leaves to go jump in them. I think those are all of the random thoughts floating in my head right now..... :) yup :)

07:26 pm: fall is coming...
I'm snuggled in my boyfriends longsleeve shirt...drinking coffee from my starbucks apple mug... I'm totally ready for fall! :)
Well, volleyball is under way. We have our first tournament this weekend and I think we'll do well. My team is pretty close knit, we call ourselves a family. I think I really would have missed coaching had I gotten a full-time job this fall...God works in mysterious ways :)
So i feel a little like life is happening without me. Everyone seems to be getting married, getting jobs, and having babies. I'm not saying I don't love exactly where I am...I am just noticing the differences more than ever. I guess I'm supposed to be right where I am for the moment....
I really like life for a few reasons:
1. The love of my life is the love of my life everyday, even on those days when I'm a little bit like the grinch and the wicked with of the west all thrown into one person
2. I can't get the song "worth the wait" out of my head... and it comes with a distinct picture of a certain special day and me with a certain special someone, with Dave and Jenny singing in the background as we walk down a certain special isle
3. Fall leaf jumping, coffee drinking, football watching, hoodie wearing is coming!
4. I pretty much have the best friend...we not only finish eachother's sentences but we share thoughts that probably shouldn't be repeated!! and we are able to laugh about it :)


well..my cup is empty but my heart is full :)

08:11 am: Morning coffee..
My niece stayed the night last night. So yesterday I got to catch up on my Barbie playing and cartoon watching. Then we took her to the fair which was a good time. I'm happy to announce that I'm not so into the fair as I used to be. I probably would have been content looking at the animals and eating greasy fair then leaving :) So, needless to say I was reunited with my love...COTTON CANDY :) And I feel proud knowing that cotton candy is my niece's favorite! That's my girl!

I've started looking for little things to appreciate: (I hope you appreciate my list) :)

-beautiful flowers on the side of the road, they're like bouquets from God
-emails from my John with a list of why he knows he's loved by me
-the fact that our family like to randomly surprise eachother with small gifts..my dad came home the other day and said to my mom "Honey, brought you home and apple pie today!" :)
-polkadots
-things written in sidewalk chalk
-homemade gifts
-the changing of seasons
-hugs
-motorcycle rides
-game nights

I'll keep looking and appreciating....
that's all..my coffee is almost gone!

06:32 am: Tuesday morning slow :)
Well I just made a pot of coffee.. I'm working on baking zuchini bread. I think with the huge zuchini I have it will make about 6 loaves!! I have a request to bring some to John's family reunion this weekend so that works!
Yesterday I sorted again through my life in boxes. I have things boxed from high school and now college. And I was very brave. As I looked through boxes that were full of notes and pictures, it wasn't as emotional as I thought it might be. Life is changing. Sure they were good times, but they aren't all things/memories that I need to hold on to. So I was able to throw away much of my clutter. It felt good to my heart, real good. I am so happy at where I am in life. And some of that comes with the fact that having disorganization was KILLING me! :)
So, I'm baking today. Working on Ritz's scrapbook. Tutoring. Waiting for a call about my job this fall. Probably reading. And waiting.
John has been in Indiana since Thursday, and I miss him. I haven't really been able to talk to him other than 12am calls to update me on the day's accomplishments in his brothers house. I'm looking forward to him being back and holding my hand :)
Tomorrow will be a good girls day! I get to spend the morning internetting/coffee/being best friends! I pretty much have the best friend ever. I'm so glad to have the kind of friend that can talk about anything, who is always there just to listen, and who can be right next to you matching giggle for giggle! Now that's friendship :)

So until the future unfolds itself a little more...that's all I've got for now! :)
I'm looking for miracles with every new day :)

10:13 am: times they are a changing...
*Done with summer school, loved it
*I'm going to family camp this weekend, looking forward to relaxing, sitting around a bonfire, making smores, picking blueberries, and enjoying some quiet time
*I'm learning to just listen...because I need to
*I just looked through all of my pictures...i wanted to laugh and cry. I've had some amazing times.
*I played in a kiddie pool with my boyfriend yesterday...and we acted like kids...and I loved it
*I am unaware of what the future holds...and I'm strangely okay with that?!
*I made milkshakes and enjoyed an evening with my family
*I like singing duets with my love...and we have a new cd with new songs to practice
*Being ticklish makes me smile
*I like flowers and I like that John's mom brings me a flower everytime she comes home from the greenhouse
*I'm growing vegetables..and really excited about it
*I have a special mini-date planned for my bf which includes a picnic and frisbee golfing :)
*I like taking mornings slow
*Doing stupid things sometimes make me feel alive- like eating a lot of bbq chips...then feeling sick! :)
*Sometimes it's better to not think...but just live. Why should I spend time living in my thoughts rather than my wonderful life?
*Life is good...and it feels good to be able to say that again

10:03 am: This time of the year makes me giddy!
Well summer has been off to a great start!
Jamaica went wonderful. Being able to see some of the wonderful people of that country again made my heart so happy. It felt good to go to bed at night tired..because I had used everything inside of me during the day. We got to help Paulus get a good start on his house, visit with Dwight and Shanda, meet wonderful children at West Haven Children's home, and see my Ritz :) Where ever I went, I made it my job to brighten people's day. I feel that God wanted me to just pour unconditional love into everyone I ran into!! :)

So, I got back from Jamaica and had a full time Summer school teaching job. It's been going great so far. I'm so glad that I get to spend more time with my favorite second graders! They make me smile and make getting up in the morning a bit easier!

Last night, we had a birthday party at John's parents house. I got to blow out candles with John's nephew Tad, nieces Peggy and Leah, and brother Mike! :) I have never had to share my birthday with so many people, but it was great fun! :)The kids loved the gifts that Jamie and John got them. It was a fun evening with lots of adorable children.

Tonight we are having a fiesta game night at Ruth's! I'm pretty excited about all the fun games and yummy food that will be there! We haven't had a game night in a while and I'm pretty excited!

Tomorrow we are watching the fireworks at the tridge with the youth groupers...oh how that brings back some memories! Then Saturday we're having dinner here then getting a group of people to travel to Bay City for the finale!! :)

Should be a good time :)

04:28 pm: quick memorial day update
I am working on sewing my 3rd bag of the day :)

I will be in Jamaica in 15 days!!!!!

I won't get to play at the last day party with my 2nd graders

I have an interview for a teaching job

I was told a good way to spend your economic stimulus money was to buy a ring :)

I like days that I don't have to dry my hair or put makeup on

I also like fancy weddings and getting dressed up and remembering I'm a girl

I have numerous to do lists going right now

I need some chocolate :)

06:05 pm: Yay for Fridays!
It's been a while since I've listed...so, here it is...

- I'm making pigs in a blanket for dinner
- I wish I could watch Friends 24/7 :)
- John and I have been dating for a 1 1/2 years :)
- We are chaperoning an 8th grade road trip to Mackinac Island tomorrow...bring on the fudge :)
-Jamaica is in less than 25 days!!!!!
- John left me daisies in my car yesterday then made me breakfast for dinner..I'm pretty sure that's one of the most romantic things ever :)
-I wish TGIF was still on
-I got to sub for my 2nd graders yesterday and one held onto my leg and said, "Miss Haag, I don't want this day to ever end...I don't want you to leave us again!" :)
- I want to go rollerblading
- I'm excited that I'm reading a good fiction book...that's past 3rd grade reading level
-I'm waiting to hear about a great summer job
-I'm going to plant a vegetable garden :)
I wish Central Perk was in my neigborhood
-I'm watching the episode where Phoebe changed her name to Princess Conseula Banana Hammock and Mike changed his name to Crapbag :) haha
- I really want to go take pictures, of what I'm not sure..but something


well.. time to make some dinner.. thanks for letting me list to you :)

08:31 am: Catching up with myself
Sometimes I need to just stop and breathe. Life seems to have been very crazy lately, for both myself and those that I love dearly. I think I'm drained for all of us.
In a book I'm reading it discusses what to do while we're waiting...waiting for what God has planned. And while we wait..we should wait on others. I can't use this "down time" to just sit around and be sad, I have to serve others. There is a call that is being developed in my heart and I need to keep serving until it's finished. Big things are happening.. and I want to be ready both emotionally and spiritually! :) God is pretty darn good :)

This song is my heart..and I can't get it out of my head :)

Set the World on Fire by Britt Nicole

I wanna set the world on fire
Until it's burning bright for You
It's everything that I desire
Can I be the one You use?

[CHORUS]
I, I am small but
You, You are big enough
I, I am weak but
You, You are strong enough to
Take my dreams
Come and give them wings
Lord with You
Nothing I can not do
Nothing I cannot do

I wanna feed the hungry children
And reach across the farthest land
And tell the broken there is healing
And mercy in the Father's hands

[CHORUS]

Take my dreams
Come and give them wings
Lord with You
Nothing I cannot do
Nothing I cannot do

My hands my feet
My everything
My life, my love
Lord, use me

I wanna set the world on fire
I wanna set the world on fire, yeah

Take my dreams
Come and give them wings
Lord with You
Nothing I cannot do
Take my dreams
Come and give them wings
Lord with You
There's nothing I can't do
Nothing I can't do

I'm gonna set the world on fire
Set the world on fire

04:15 pm: Spring has sprung
Life has been so stinkin crazy lately...
I guess I'm in the purse business. Ever since Bre and I became fascinated with the shoulder bag it's been non-stop. We have had 2 sewing days, a third will be this Saturday. Our purses are being sold in 3 stores in Tawas, our church, and at Athalia's boutique in downtown Midland. We have had such great support. We have already sold over $500, plus our purses are in the front window display downtown. I am so glad that people have joined us to help raise money for the Archers! :)
I have subbed the last two days at Coleman Elementary for gym and art. Woo... that gym/art teacher is a busy lady! I had 10 different classes today full of loud spring loving children! In art I had to model how to properly draw a tree. Trust me, this was hard since I am a horrible drawer!! But bless my little pre-k Gracie who said "Miss Haag that is the most perfect tree I've ever sawed" :) Aww :) Then in gym we were learning gymnastics. Which is also interesting for a 23 year old unflexible Jamie to teach. But it was fun! :)
Finally, my heart and mind are a whirl. I am tired of the phrase "We'll see what happens" I am a have my planner filled out, gotta know where I'm going to be girl. And it seems like I'm living the complete opposite right now. I feel like I have no set plans for my future. Who knows what I'm going to be doing this summer, this fall, tomorrow?! I'm trying so hard to relax and just let God be in control, but that's hard for a controlling person. I have to remember that He has a plan... and that it will unfold...in perfect time... (Enter a long deep sigh)


So, I have my shorts and Jamaica t-shirt on, I'm planning on making dinner for my family, checking out my new phone with my love, and just enjoying a night at home. And...working on not worrying.....

10:02 pm: in an updating mood
Well, it's been a crazy week. I subbed Monday then decided to take the rest of the week off because I thought I too deserved a Spring Break. Well, it hasn't been too much of a break! I've been crazy about purses getting ready for our sewing day on Saturday! I am so excited about how many people have joined us in helping to make the purses to support the Archer family. I think we're going to have a great turnout!! :) Plus I'm getting more orders everyday!
*Here are my Jamaica updates-via my visiting boytoy*
So, I sent my first purse down to Jamaica for John to give to Shanda our missionary friend. I filled it with makeup(since it's hard to find makeup for a white girl in Jamaica) and lotion and chocolates. She absolutely loved it and told John a touching story. Apparently last week a women from their church commented how much she loved Shanda's purse and wished she could have a purse. Shanda really felt God calling her to give this woman her purse and she did. Then my John shows up with this purse that I made her. It was such a blessing to her and it made her super happy, which made me happy :)
I got a chance to talk to Ritz last night. I bought a webcam and they used Jeremiah's webcam and we got to see and chat together. He told me about how he was excited to be slumberpartying with Big John in the treehouse (John stayed in an actual treehouse for the first couple nights! yikes!). Ritz loved the Choose Your Own Adventure books I sent him and couldn't wait to read more. Ritz told me that his new favorite show was Walker Texas Ranger! :) He was so stinkin cute, asking me when I was coming down to see him! I love that boy! :)
Then today I took my webcam into church and people from last year's trip were able to chat and see Dwight and Shanda. It was great to catch up. I love seeing John with his Jamaican friends, he is truly in his element! I can't wait until June! :)

Well, I'm off to sleep so that I can wake up early cut some patterns, lunch with Miranda and Bre, then go get my final wisdom tooth pulled out!!

Until next time....

07:01 am: things in my little blonde head at 8am on a Wednesday
~I like being able to drink coffee again, I haven't since Saturday and if you know me and my coffee-drinking tendencies...that's huge! :)
~I am giddy about the fact that I get to see my favorite 2nd graders, even if only for a 1/2 day. They have been hugging me all week saying "I can't wait til Wednesday Miss Haag"
~I like watching my kitties play hide and seek in the shower..im waiting for the curtain to come crashing down on them!
~I like sharing books with best friends...and writing notes and underlines in them.
~It's nice to hear the birds chirping, even if there still is snow on the ground.
~I like eating in diners, with oldies playing...there's something about sitting in a booth with my love eating my extra buttery toast while "When a Man Loves a Woman" comes on :)
~I can't wait for Jamaica...:)
~I am excited about high schooler girls who love Jesus and want to share that love with others!
~ I like purses.....scratch that, I Love purses :)
~ I'm trying to grasp this kind of love that is the there when I'm not, is tough when I'm not, and is sometimes more than what I am. It's a good thing...and I guess it's something my heart isn't used to, but I'm so glad I have it :)
~I like conversations like this with my boys:

kcr4play: gotta get up early and work out
Jamiepie099: good job!
kcr4play: gotta stay sexy so that you will realize what your missing
kcr4play: hahaha
Jamiepie099: oh sorry. i had to go puke.... :-)
kcr4play: stood in front of the mirror again huh
kcr4play: its ok, its happens to the best of us
Jamiepie099: no.. thinking about you.. and sexy... BUHHHHH sorry had to puke again :-)
kcr4play: women want me,animals fear me

Auto response from Jamiepie099: If you want a nightmare keep reading....

kcr4play: gotta stay sexy so that you will realize what your missing

kcr4play: oh that is just mean
kcr4play: this is why I like John better than you!

kcr4play: and why you should be worried at your wedding now!
Jamiepie099: I LOVE U
kcr4play: Im sorry I'm not speaking to you
kcr4play: please direct all questions through your angelic mother or John
I love my boys:)

~ I am excited about birthday surprises....and i'm trying to keep secrets!
~ I'm feeling at peace....and it feels good :)